all about...

Working at PLAY with my cockanaden freaking short hair after my reservist attracted a lot of comments. Here's a few to list. Some say they aren't used to seeing me with short hair. Some say I looked cuter with short hair. Some say I looked neater, the previous one seems like I got no money for a haircut...

Can't wait for my hair to grow...

It's been awhile. Play is almost done with it's renovation. Probably be commencing business this weekend. During this period over 2 weeks, am attached to The White Rabbit at Dempsey Road (Really inconvenient and so inaccessible unless driving) for training. Learned some new classic cocktails which are really really good. So good that the bar manager over there keep telling us, "Hey bro I show you one cocktail. Power one man. Sure get girls numbers!". Practically all the cocktails he did he would say that same sentence. The taste of the drinks are so fantastic no one would doubt his words. Quite a funny guy :)

Working at Rewind currently. A new classic cocktail bar beside Play. Actually it started last week, a soft launch. Set up the place as soon as the construction was done was so tiring. Everything is kinda in a rush. Later when the workers are done with their job in Play Joan and I will go crazy setting up the whole Play.

Conclusion: Larger place + more work + longer working hours + fatigue + no pay raise / insufficient manpower = sick + low morale + bad tempered

My reservist date is drawing near. It's on the April 6th to 9th. I have got another ICT during September for 2 weeks. Damn unlucky this year...and I told myself since new year that I need to exercise till now. Nothing's been done -.-

Got drunk last Saturday night. The worst night I had throughout the whole time working at PLAY.

Jeff and Yongquan came to PLAY and keep asking me to bottoms up lots of glasses of beer. I could only remember it's like more than 5-6 glasses. They had a total of 8 jugs of beers with 5 people drinking... last 2 jugs was between Jeff, Yongquan and me.

Drank a lot more while working with regular customers. Had more than 6 glasses of chivas neat, 1 waterfall, 1 lychee martini, 3 champagne and the rest I forgotten. Can't remember if I had consumed more...It's my first time puking at work in the toilet cubical and it's really like a merlion...

After work went straight to Brandon's birthday chalet at Pasir Ris. Continued drinking till like 8am until I knocked out on the bed. I did bathe before I sleep :P

Became the satay man the next day I woke up. Almost got my fingers cooked. What a torture!

Was at Zirca on Sunday 2 weeks ago for their opening of Superstar Sunday. St James no longer having their Fabulous Sunday already since the DJ went over to Zirca. I didn't want to go but it was compulsory for full timers to do some marketing over there with our 2 bosses. Got really drunk that night as usual. My bosses bought a bottle of vodka and 3-4 champagnes. The kick came not long later and I did stupid things again. Things like spending money unknowingly when I'm not that rich. Bought a bottle of champagne and a few shooters to share with my collegues and to thank my bosses for the drinks. HEART PAIN!!! :(

I was floating towards the end of the night and we left Zirca. Brandon, Joan and I ended up at Sabai Sabai. A thai disco at Shenton Way. It was my first time there and the place was amazing packed still even at 5am. Had 2 jugs of beer and acting crazy hopping here and there rocking along with the live band... =x

After which, Brandon and Joan were at my house chatting about work stuffs etc and I opened up a bottle of icewine, Inniskillin. :) I think I'm getting better at drinking...still not too good yet. Working at PLAY helps!

Well, it's coming to my 3rd month working at PLAY as a full time. Don't know how long I will last. People acting like they own the club. People that can't work for shit. People that only know how to suck up. People that only know how to use their mouth but they can't do. Alot more...I could go on forever.(Sorry pardon me for whining, I'm a Virgo) I know that this kind of people existed in all kinds of fields/places/jobs and I had seen a handful of them and somehow know how to cope with them....Just wait...just wait till I finally explode one day. I don't know how high my threshold of tolerance is but will try my best to put my anger down.

Anyway, PLAY's gonna be having a big makeover(renovation) next month for 2-3 weeks. I'll be attached to other outlets(White Rabbit) during that period. If you guys comes to PLAY often please do come down again before the dateline and have a last look of the old PLAY. I'm sure some of you will reminise the good old days back then. :)

Working my ass off during CNY-eve and first day of CNY while most of the people were having fun with their gatherings and house visitings. Well, I had my fair share of fun at work but I would rather have time for house visiting to get some red packets. I didn't went house visitings even until now. My parents went Macau and Hongkong with my other relatives...

Second day of CNY! My off day! As usual like every other year, was at William's house for gathering and gambling but I guess this year will be the last year as he's flying to Australia for studies in a few weeks time. My cards were damn good that night. Lots of blackjacks, double aces and for the first time in my life, even triple seven came out and soon after I got lots of investments on me like the stock market. For me, gambling is just a past time, I would only bet like 2 bucks just to join in the fun. That night I won around 30-40 bucks and I'm happy with that. Nothing is forever ... I was issued a fine for parking at a season parking lot. God I swear I didn't know that that was a season parking slot. It's in white instead of red colour. I drove around the estate to look for the parking sign and realised the whole estate is for season parking tickets only. There goes 50 bucks for the fine... -.-

Third day of CNY night was at TOP1 KTV beside bugis junction to celebrate Joan/Alvin/Sean's birthday. We were all drunk and lots of things happened. It's so messy that it's hard to believe what actually happened the next day. Kinda like the softcore version of playboy's penthouse? HAH, I'm just exaggerating. :) One thing for sure, I'm impressed of myself that I'm still able to make it home driving.

Febuary 3:
Lynn asked me to go Jez house to gamble and so I went. Kinda boring, I was practically watching tv and not concentrating on the game. Lost 20+ bucks.

(Appeal accepted! Fine waived! Weeee!!!)

Movies watched (Last week till today) :

Milk
Red Cliff 2
Ong Bak 2

Went drinking at Balcony on Sunday with Alvin, Marcus Lim, RuiShyan and Liying at 12midnight. It was a last minute thingy and I was too bored at home so I joined them when they called me. Drove down to Lot1 to fetch Alvin and Marcus then to Clark Quay to fetch RuiShyan and Liying. At first we wanted to go Helipad but then in the end we settled for Balcony cos there isn't much places to chill on Sunday. Most places are closed on Sunday or closing early around 1am. Balcony is the best choice since it's 24 hours. Was thinking of going St James but the rest just wanted to chill instead of having pumping music. Went home around 3am+...

Movie on Monday with Joan, RuiShyan, Marcus Tan, Brandon and Boon. We caught "Lady Cop and Papa Crook" at 9.35pm. After the show Joan, Marcus Tan and me wanted to watch another, Transporter 3 but the rest don't want to. In the end we ended up at Meridian, playing Left 4 Dead. It was so much fun playing the game at lanshop rather than at home. Shouting here and there...haha! Stopped at 4am and chilled at the prata shop till 5am. We were talking about how to celebrate a few of their coming birthdays...so many birthdays falling on January and Febuary... Joan's on 28th, Alvin's on 29th, Marcus Tan and Jaydee on 30th and a few others along the same dates with Brandon's on Feb 25th. I was asked to organized a chalet for Brandon's birthday. It's gonna be my first time doing things like that, I don't feel like doing it cos it's so much of a hassle...loL~

Time to go work...first day of the week and I can't wait for the week to end...zzz

I've been drinking almost everyday for the past weeks, its getting worse and worse but that's the only way to put me to bed. The worst was getting so high but can't sleep in the end...

My family could see me back home from work drunk with the stench of alcohol and carried on drinking at home. They haven't seen me doing it quite a long time. The last time was when my last relationship ended.

I don't know...
I, myself can't even figured who I am now...

I will never forgive the person who was once a good friend to me who caused all these things.

Now I know the meaning of when someone wants to get drunk, no matter how little he/she drinks, he/she will get drunk.

I'm just being in that state right now. Further more, after I'm home from work being drunk, I finished a bottle of red wine after I got home. I puked silently without anyone knowing at home. I wanted to be totally knocked out since I don't need to report for work tomorrow but I kept thinking of things that kept me from being knocked out...its about 10.15am right now and I'm still not asleep...

I don't know what to do...haha....life sucks isn't it...? :(

I had a hangover this morning and I'm feeling very aweful from last night that I went to puke in the toilet.

I was so drunk on Christmas eve. Practically I didn't hear much of the music pumping and stuffs but rather going round and round drinking. It's very busy but yet fun. I can't remember what funny or stupid things I had done, it always happen when I'm drunk without fail lol... recapping and putting back bits and pieces of memories from my collegues. They keep disturbing at work today...say I drunk liao get emo and cry when they talking to me... hehe I'm so embarrassed...

Starting of work

Joey and me

Ok I was damn high now - Regina and me

My Manager

3 drunkards talking crap...

Sunday. Had dinner with Joan, Brandon and Chris, Jeremy and Juliana at Great World City, Kuishin-bo. I ate to my full but I didn't ate that much...my appetite wasn't there, don't have the feeling to eat alot. It's so expensive, not worth the amount of intake which my stomach could hold...$52. FFS! :(

Headed down to Rochor Tau Hway with Joan to meet Dwayne, Dave and Boon. Then it was DoTA till the early morning as usual...

Tuesday. Drove to work today since my parents are out of town for a day. Maybe just half a day to our neighbouring country. I don't know the reason but since they left the car key on the table, I just make good use of it! :) Started work at 3pm but I was ready to leave home at 2pm. Knowing there will be ERP on the route there, I went online and checked the timings. Now I know from 2pm-2.55pm it's $2 and from 2.55pm-3.05pm it's $1.50! HAHA guess what?! Yes I waited and time myself! Lunch at S11 at taman jurong then slowly make my way there and I've made it! loL~ Did some illegal parking and god bless I didn't get any fines.

Ended work early. Went town with Joan to have dinner at CoffeeClub and then 2 movies. "Ip Man" and "The Day the Earth Stood Still".

It's Christmas Eve tmr! Time to get drunk! Bwahahaha! xD

I'm exhausted both mentally and physically!

Only slept for 4 hours the day before then went to work. Usually on Wednesday there's no customers so we planned to put up the christmas decorations on that day. Without sufficent sleep, it's like so torturing hoping the day at work could end fast but while doing the deco time flies really fast that I didn't noticed it's time to go. After work a few of us, Joan, Marcus, Dave and me went Bugis for steamboat. After which, we went down to Clark Quay to meet up with Joel and his friends.

Went to check out Zirca, the new nightspot after MOS. It's very much like a mixture of DoubleO and St james. Then we went to check out Helipad. It's not a club, it's a nice chill out place with a rooftop bar at the 5th floor. We left after a while cos we're meeting Dwayne and Chris at Meridian for DoTA.

Got home at 9am. Set alarm clock at 3pm for work but when the alarm rang I shut it off and continued to sleep until I jumped up myself at 4pm when I know I have to go to work which starts at 5pm.

I took the train with the face of a lost child...very stoned and blur... and I was late for about 15 mins...

Ikea with RuiXuan and Joan. Had dinner there. It's been a few years since I went Ikea, I missed the meatballs and poached salmon. It was a sumptuous dinner. I had meatball pasta, poached salmon and a bowl of cream of mushroom soup and on top of that, I shared a plate of 15 meatballs with them. I'm the last survivor! I finished them up! Hehehe :)

Caught a midnight show "Twilight" at The Cathay. Show was normal, I guess the show is for gals to watch cos the guy looks hawt...

Afterwhich, DoTA at Meridian till 5am and I rushed back home, handing back the car to my dad...as usual...

Last night chatting on msn was the most dramatic one in my life. It takes 3 years to see the true face of a friend or brother which he claims, to see how bastard someone can be.

Asking a gal who is on complicated terms with me to go underground relationship with him and asked her not to let me know, how true can that be. Worst he's attached...? I can't really believe it man but it happens. Playing a saint infront of the gal and me when he doesn't know he got busted. I feel like posting the whole msn chat log that I saved and published it for the whole world to see. At the same time, I wouldn't want to stood so low as him. I just might, when the time comes...

Friends? FUCK OFF! heh...

It was "Bolt" last night. Kinda boring show or maybe just me, not my type of flick. Met up with my colleague cum movie partner, Joan at cineleisure. Before the movie we met up with my operating manager Brandon, my ex-attica collegue Jeremy and their friend Edwin at Ice Cold Beer. Had a magnum hoegaarden and a pizza.

Work today was tiring. It's really tiring especially the first two days of the week. I'm not sure how long I will last with this full time job. It's not that the job is tough, I can handle that. It's something else... will not say it until the time is ripe ...

back to my drama...

Completed another drama today. It's called "Snow Queen". Not a new drama but I haven't seen it before. Turned out ok. It's very touching throughout the whole series especially the end. I teared! TEARED OK!? Not cry! :P I weep easily haha...

After the drama I met up with Kay and his girl, Jinette, at Coffee Club in town. After which, we headed to party world at Shenton way. It's another day of wasting money for me as I don't sing...ok I admit I can't sing :(

Regina came to meet us for supper at Lau Pa Sat since she's in town too and she's driving Kay and Jinette home. After the food I quickly made my way home as I'm late for my curfew, my dad needs to go work. Drove home real quick and luckily my dad hasn't wake up yet. Hehe lucky me.

I like the weather today. It's so cooling that I don't need to on any fan or aircon during the day but of cos I will on the aircon when I'm sleeping. I like to tuck under the blanket when I sleep :)

I'm gonna find a new drama to burn abit of my time before I head to bed. It's a new day tomorrow and then to shitty work the day after...Wonder what I'll be doing later when I woke up. Hope I have plans to keep me occupied! :)

FINALLY!!! Off day after a long week of work due to the holiday eve!

My body's gonna breakdown soon if I don't get any rest. I'm feeling unwell yesterday at work and I headed to bed as soon as I'm done bathing instead of watching dramas till 11am like the past few days and then wake up for work again in the noon.

I was awarded employee of the month of November 2008 on Saturday. The scheme started 3 months ago so don't say I'm a slacker for working almost 1 year and just got awarded! :P Well, it will be my first and last time to qualify for the award as it only applies for part timers but not full timers which I just started this month. Actually, I really didn't expect I would get the award as I had already put myself as a full timer already and I'm gonna take my monthly pay and slack, be low profile but now....due to this award, I guess I have to work my ass off :( I really like to thank those part timers who recognized my effort and voted me so I bought them wine key for work with all the money in the award. It's not much so don't think I'm a saint. If the money is of acceptable amount you see if I will share it with anyone! YOU WISH! Over my dead body! xD

I had a long and good 12 hours sleep. Gonna go catch my dramas again. Somebody please ask me out! I'm bored! :(

I won't have much time going out in the future so for the past 2 days I went out. On Sunday, I met up with Xander and Kay at Loof for some chilling session and then to Supperclub. Afterwhich, it's St James, powerhouse and dragonfly.

Kuishin-Bo buffet at Jurong Point with Xander and Kay the next day. I thought we were monsters eating quite alot but the table beside us with 6 skinny gals really made our jaw dropped... they're worst than monsters! Can't believe those gals can really eat that much...

I was on a drama spree last night. I wanted to finish the drama "Lovers in Paris" that I'm on for a few days and I watched the last 5 episodes from 1am till 7am this morning...I'm so tired now.

I mentioned that I won't have much time going out in the future right? I'll be starting full time at play starting from today. Alot of people said that I'm so stupid, worked at play part time for a year then converted to full time. There's pros and cons la...I get to do my own stuffs in my own time but its somehow regretful of what my friends said. If I started working as full time back then, I should have quite a saving in my bank account... :(

Alright, I'm off to work. Wish me good luck on my first day of work! Though it's not really a "new" job...

Finished a korean drama "On Air" in 2 days. I saw it on cable tv showing its first and second episode so as a drama freak, I went online and searched for the drama, 21 episodes, 1 hour for each. I can't wait that long for its next episode to be broadcast on tv.

Pretty good. It's about the scenes behind the making of TV drama production. It also portrays how the whole production team and performers complete a project in a tight schedule and as well as how actors, actresses, and entertainment agencies handle rumors surrounding them.

And now, back to gaming I guess or watch another drama. Haven't been playing games these few days. Wonder if its a good thing :P

Finally I'm back with going out with my collegues on monday instead of staying at home to rot myself.

Supposed to be meeting Joan first at Cineleisure together for dinner and then movie but then she was late so we caught the movie first then dinner at suki sushi. Max Payne was not as good as I expected it to be, thought it would be like the game, kinda like lots of matrix thingy lol but there's only one or two scences of that ...

Ktv after that at Kbox to celebrate Joel, Dave and Ben's birthdays but Ben didn't show up that night. Alot of people were there, more than 15 people and the room is so cramped. I think I'm not a lucky person to begin with, whatever games I play I would lose...the highest record that night was 8 consecutive losts...beer and chivas green tea, so I was kinda drunk early that night. You know what I do next? I spent $200 bucks on a bottle again lah...fark! loL...so sad haha

I think it's retribution! On my birthday all of them got drunk but me and now its vice versa... -.-

Just got back from Bangkok two days back but only updating now cause I am not feeling well, even up till now. I am sick before I went to Bangkok. I was having cold, flu, slight fever, dizziness, headaches and coughs. There were tons of neverending phlegm/mucus... greenish and thick when I blew them out! There's blood at times too! Eww... >.< I think my respiratory passages are having infection, might be due to smokes and alcohols. If this goes on for another day or two I gonna need to see a doc! x(

Bangkok was fine. No riots like what we saw on the TV, got us really worried for nothing and no more aunties trying to open my pouch this time while shopping at their local night bazaar.

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Landed on Bangkok around 9pm+. This time we stayed in a small and laid back motel/inn looking place. It's about SGD$42/night which is quite cheap. The furnishing is not too bad (maybe just the wall - I'll post pictures soon) but the TV only had 2 channels, chinese MTV and a news channel. My room was bad, no windows at all and the ventilation fan was spoilt. The room was filled with ciggarettes smell... there's only 2 such room and we got one of them...such luck...!$!@#

Had dinner at Sweet Recipe at patpong and then headed to Lebua's rooftop restaurant and bar which we missed the other time we went. The place is awesome! Their mojito sucks big time tough! Different from Zouk's mojito but it sucks the same! The mojito that I know is still the best la...Had a few drinks and back to hotel and sleep.

We visited the tailor and I've got myself 2 sets of shirts and pants. Though I don't need it but it's too cheap to give it a pass. It's like SGD$30+/- for a piece. Who knows I might need it someday. Shopped around, went back hotel. Dinner at Chinatown and RCA - Slim & Flix at night.

The usual Chatuchak weekend market. Got nothing to buy, only got 2 new boxers. Sam pat phoon the next day. As usual, nothing to buy. I don't understand why Xander, Kay and Dave got so much to buy and so much to their likings. Douglas and I bought the least things. I only spent SGD$600 including the hotel :P

I can't remember much more about the trip. Guess that's all :)

Link: TakeANap

Do you think life is long or short? Even if you were to live for 70 or 80 years, I find life is short. Just a blink of an eye you are old and thinking of the past were like just a while ago.

My granny had a stroke long time ago, since her middle age. When I was young, I once asked my mom what caused the stroke. My mom told me she doesn't like to walk around and always sitting whereever she goes or whatever she do. Things like cooking, doing house chores etc. As time goes by, her condition got worse and couldn't walk properly at all. She was staying with us for a few years when we were young and then shifted to my aunt's house as we were not at home to take care of her most of the time and since my aunt doesn't work so it's easier to look after my granny with maid's attention.

After a few years, her condition got even worse that she couldn't walk at all and have to be bedridden. She was then sent to a private nursing home under the care of the doctors and nurses.

Just before she passed away, she was having a high fever for a week which the nursing home failed to inform us. When the situation got worse, they transferred my granny to the hospital's ICU. Everything was too late by then...she was gone the next day she was sent to the ICU. All of us were very angry at the way the home does for not calling us but then the elders said my granny is gone and let's not make any issues and let her go with peace.

Though I don't see or visit my granny much but still...I felt the sadness for her departure. You'll be missed granny...

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Thailand trip is nearing. Watching the news everyday on TV scares me! Hope there's no trouble when we go there. If there's no updates on the 2nd interview for Amara Sanctuary Resort when I got back from Thailand, guess I have to take up the job offer at PLAY for the time being. I know nightlife doesn't have prospects and much future but I need a full time job for the time being to save some money.

Suntec on Saturday with Gilbert to collect our collection edition of Warhammer Online at the convention hall. There's exhibition there as well for new online games that are launching soon. When I got there I felt so weird, too many young people. Even their mascots or game promoters look so damn young, I felt old.

As soon as we collected our game we left and had lunch at Marina Square, Cafe Cartel. Afterwhich, Bakerzin for desserts. I got myself a hot chocolate cake...eating it would let me reminisce the past...

Went Singapore Flyers the next day cause every Sunday is family day! First time taking the ferry's wheel but...it's nothing special...at least I have experienced it now. Dinner at Lau Pa Sat. Warn you guys never ever go there to eat! :P

Let's not talk about what movies I caught again for the past few weeks this time. Few things that's happening in my circle of friends and me.

A couple whom I had known for quite some time can actually break off with the guy saying he wants to marry another girl who he likes for few years, his god sister actually. 3 years relationship gone just like that. Though it's not my problem but well, it makes me have the perception that finding a relationship is tough nowadays cos everyone is just playing around. Thus, I should do that too lol...

I have this cute collegue of mine who's a lesbian that likes me for a long time. I declined her before and now she quitted partly due to the reason I had a liking on one of the other collegue. I understand how she feels, having someone that you like liking somebody else, worse that we're all working together and seeing each other most of the time. Honestly, I didn't dislike her just that I treated her like my sister. She's a petite, cute and sweet girl that's worth someone to dote her but to me, I think I would just ruin her if we were together. I'm not a good guy to began with. Yes, I said that. Everything about me changes ever since after my last relationship.

I had an interview early this morning at Amara Sanctuary Resort as a sales coordinator at 10am where I got up from bed at 7am just to get ready for it. First round was with the boss of the sales/events department. Was glad that I managed to get through it. Actually he didn't ask me those super duper toughy questions. What a breather... Now I need to wait for the second round of interview with the human resource department sometime soon.

Headed over to Cafe Del Mar to look for Xander and had a tan. GOD! I'm so roasted now...like BBQ chicken! Chicken, I say! Previously I was so fair like a white chicken and now BBQ! Pray my skin doesn't peel after a few days.

Left at 5pm with Xander to One Fullerton for their heritage event. We went there to work as bartenders... So tiring after a day out. Finished work at 11pm+. Took a train home at Raffles Place. I hate going home so late on a train cos the train will be filled with bangalahs... I don't know why but I loathe them. 3 of them came standing very close to me...I don't know what's wrong with them but two of them kept holding their mobile phone on their hands. They got bags and pockets but still...

Then the amazing part was they kept looking at their phones even though there's no smses or phone calls. When one of them stared at his phone the other will stared at it too for a second, with intervals of few seconds and it goes on and on from the moment they boarded the train and after I alighted the train at lakeside. Now you will be wondering why the third one doesn't do that right? The third one just bought his brand new phone and it's still in the box. He's must be damn sad his friends were looking at their phones every few seconds blindly thinking they are great with mobile phones on their hands and he wished he could join in the "fun"!

Worst things comes now. You know the trains have those vertical poles from the ground to the ceiling right? I didn't know we are forbid to hold certain parts of the pole. These people like to grab the highest part of the pole and suffocate the people beside them with their foul armpits, in my case it's the part 1cm below the ceiling of the train. Followed by taking off their slippers/shoes and putting them against the door. OMG I tell you I didn't have my dinner and I almost passed out...

Guess I'm too tired so any little single bits of things would actually piss me off. Gonna go ransack my kitchen for food. I'm done with my piece here. Sorry about the rant.

Peace out! xD

Went out with Jeff, Nic and Yongquan for the human pets outing at bugis. We didn't stayed for long....and guess what? Fuck me...they wanted to go Zouk again.

It bore the shit out of me. What's worse was that Phuture had a switch with Zouk due to the DMC championships or whatever you called it. Which means, Phuture was playing trance/house and Zouk was playing hiphop/rnb. The whole thing lasted till 1am+...wtf! Farking waste of time.

The champion this year and last year is good but to me he's so funny, his actions were like a clown sia...so dramatic.

So anyway, it was fucking boring and we left around 2am+ to boat quay. Peggy, Weiqi and Suxin(all my sec school friends) were drinking at some pub. Played some dice game and then went home.

Quite a boring night...

Was drinking again yesterday... Met up with Jeff, Rocye, Yongquan and his friends at Ann Siang Road's pub. Had lots of beers. Afterwhich, we headed to Zouk again...

Yongquan and friends were at the coffee shop and we went to hang out with them first. For god's sake....they had more than 8 bottles of beers there and kept making me drink. First time before I entered Zouk I'm high already.

Jeff forced me to drink a glass of graveyard...Mel made me drank beers...

I know I'll be gone if I stayed at Phuture any longer so I went member's smoking area with Mel and Jennette to hide.

It's so fun at the smoking area lah! I dared Mel to get to know this guy called Alec and she had to ask him 3 questions.
1)Are you attached? (simple question to start off with :P )
2)Are you shaved down below? (hehehe)
3)Am I fuckable? (woooo)

Ok, I lost that dare...the stake was 12 lychee martinis. Damn! :(

Total damage done to my pocket within this week...over 1k....I declared broke! >.<

Will be flying off to Bangkok again on the 16-20 October. I need more money!!!

I got up around 1pm. Jennifer saw me on msn and asked why I woke up so early... Actually I'm being forced to, if I don't wake up to get some water I'll probably die of dehydration and thirst.

Now I feeling damn terrible, my head is still spinning and I can't recall what happened last night. It's like a jigsaw puzzle to me. Only a few pieces of information here and there, trying to merge them together and see the whole picture.

I'm lucky that I didn't KO last night. Most probably it's due to the running to and forth and drink with different groups of friends. Oh haha, I could remember that everyone was so drunk its too funny :P

Thanks everyone for coming down yo! Really appreciated it :)

Didn't had any time for the past 2 weeks cos I was kinda busy and tired. Been working 2 jobs. Tuckshop right beside PLAY during the day and then PLAY in the night. Regular movie outing on Monday, "Midnight Meat Train" sucks big time...

Did an event for Bombay Sapphire again at Millennium Walk, Space, designer furniture thingy. Tiring....lots of people. Afterwhich, headed down to PLAY for work again...

During work last week, a regular customer told me this while I was having my smoking break. "Hey Darren. I like you. You make good drinks. Honestly, you're too straight for gays and too gay for gals!" When I heard that I somehow agreed lol -.- Damn no wonder no gals want to know me >.< After work on Saturday, 10 of us went Meridian for DotA again till 9am+.

Went St James last night for Isabelle's birthday. Lots of us went and I saw lots of regulars too...I don't intended to drink that's why I drove out but I was forced to drink. -.- 4 glasses of chivas neat, 1 martell coke and a few glasses of Moet.

Gonna meet my movie kakis later to shop and watch movies :)

Were you at Zouk for Paul Van Dyk last night? It's crazy!!! As usual, I got high and spent money...close to 500 bucks again...Wonder why I have this habit of buying drinks for people when I'm high lol maybe I want everyone to be happy and enjoy together :)

It's Monday today! Movies time! Before that, I'll be heading down to Dempsey Road with Joan to give Hans support in his cocktail competition at White Rabbit.

Who are you? - Winterplay

Such lies, you've told to me
But I'm willing to let it go

Could be, you've tried, before
Say what you felt, in your heart

One to many lies, I've heard, being with you
I don't know, what to think

I still care for you, in a way, tender way
Who are you? My love?

Don't be grey, in your words
Choices are black and white
Tell me please, Who are you?
Let me see, Who are you?

Show me you care for me
Don't be hidin from me
Tell me please, Who are you?
Don't you know I love you?

Don't be livin two lives
No need to change for me
Tell me please, Who are you?
Let me see, Who are you?

Speak the truth, from your heart
Honesty works like charm
Tell me please, Who are you?
Don't you know I love you?

Da la dat da la la
Da la dat da la la

Tell me please, Who you are?
Let me see, Who are you?

Da la dat da la la
Da la dat da la la

Tell me please, Who you are?
Let me see, Who are you?
Don't you know I love you

I got real drunk last Saturday that I don't even know how I got home from work. All I could recalled was I'm drunk and I accidentally broke a glass and my collegue who was abit high too started shouting at me and even pulled my tee.

I go so worked up and scolded him back. Afterwhich I got no memory of what happened as the alcohol started kicking in. Anyway, I couldn't take his bullshit anymore and I'm so glad I gave him a good scolding infront of all the staffs when the rest of the staffs called me and told me what happened.

Since he's the full timer there and I'm just a part timer, guess I won't be working there anymore. Time to find for another job. loL~

Caught Hellboy on Sunday. Another 8 bucks wasted...went Meridien to have supper and yea, we had crabs for supper! DotA till 4.30am and drove Joan and Hans home.

Currently I'm watching a korean drama "Who Are You?" which is not bad. The little gal so pretty. =]

Hancock and Red Cliff last Monday at Cineleisure with Joan, Hans, Brandon and Marcus. Afterwhich, we went to Meridian for supper and then 2 games of DotA.

Yesterday was so tiring. I slept at 6-7am in the morning which korean drama "Who are you?" and woke up at 1pm in the noon. Went town for my haircut at 3pm. Same old place, Ginrich. My stylist used a new product on my hair. No wax no nothing. Just powder. Its pretty good as it hold better than wax I was amazed by it but for a small bottle it costed 30+ in Singapore 19+ in Hongkong. It's a high upkeep man...

Meet up with Xander after the haircut and he drove me on his bike to Millenia Walk for our part time job for Bombay Sapphire from 5pm to 11pm. Caught in the rain while on the bike thus I'm feeling unwell when I was at PLAY. Having cold and flu...

Reached home at 5.30am. I'm the last one to alight. The damn uncle went the opposite direction first. Well, guess I have to give and take as I'm always the first few to alight and the rest always reach home late. Bathe and slept for a good 12 hrs. Time to work again...

Alright, time to backtrack. Last Thursday I was at Singapore Arts Museam doing a Martell event for Aloy. Went there to get free money cos there were so many staffs loh, don't even need me actually but well, it's better to have more than enough just in case. After that went to PLAY for work again. TOTALLY SHAG!

Caught 2 movies again on Monday. The happening and Don't mess with the Zohan. Both shows were lame...

Ok it was lesbian night today at work and they had this event called "Are you Andro 2". For those who dont know what's "Andro", go ask around! :D Back to the topic...Though I wasn't much interested in the competition they were having earlier on but it's totally bullshit I tell you... which most competitions nowadays are doing. The person who gets qualify, gets into semis, finals or whatsoever, are due to the extend of votes...what kind of competition is this? If so why make it like it's a test of their talents or what not? Totally kelong! Might as well ask their friends or father and mother or grandparents as well as their whole neighbourhood to come vote for them. Honestly, this kind of competition is just pure waste of time me thinks cos the one that should win don't win, those really cannot make it got in. Funny...well that's life. Hope those gals don't ... errr sorry... hope those "guys" don't take it too hard lol...

What's more amusing is when I got home from work and switched on my computer wanting to carry on my drama "Fated to love you", someone added me on MSN. I wondered who it was so I accepted and here goes the conversation which I played along at the start knowing it wasn't something good...Enjoy!

jane says:
Hi

D a r r e n - says:
hi

D a r r e n - says:
u are?

jane19que@hotmail.com says:
hey, Age/Sex/Location?

D a r r e n - says:
24/m

jane19que@hotmail.com says:
hey whats up babe, U got a webcam? finally someone adds me, I am soo fuckin horny today for some reason lol

D a r r e n - says:
how u got my msn?

jane19que@hotmail.com says:
listen hun, I am just about to start my webcam show with jen, come chat me there in my chat room? We can cyber, I will get naked if u do..lol!

D a r r e n - says:
lol wassup with this?

jane19que@hotmail.com says:
I can show u how to watch if u promise not to tell anyone else how to do it???PLEASE

D a r r e n - says:
I got no webcam but I'm sure you shitting me

D a r r e n - says:
lol

jane19que@hotmail.com says:
well since its the law that u gotta be 18 (nudity involved), u have to sign up with a credit card for age verification! BUT.. Once you are inside, just clikc on "Webcams" let me know what name you use to sign in with so I know it is you babe! http://jane2hot.lovelocalgirls.com/ fill out the bottom of the page then fill out the next page as well and u can see me live!

D a r r e n - says:
.....

D a r r e n - says:
guess this is kinda like a bot thingy

jane19que@hotmail.com says:
Please dont mention anything about that in the chatroom once u get in ok?

D a r r e n - says:
zzz

jane19que@hotmail.com says:
OH SHIT.. k I am late to start my show, I gotta get off msn...I will see ya inside my chatroom babe.. remember not to mention that I am upgrading u... You can use your msn name to sign in so i know it is you..

D a r r e n - says:
haha

jane19que@hotmail.com says:
AUTO-RESPONSE: hey just in the middle of my webcam show if you want to watch click the link http://janeh.lovelocalgirls.com/

D a r r e n - says:
Go away! :P

BLOCK/DELETE CONTACT! xD

Gotta be updating lesser and lesser. My apologies.

Took 2 weeks off playing a new MMORPG, Rohan Online. I know it sounds stupid but yea, those who know me knew I'm a game freak ^^

During the second weekend I was at Genting though, with my family. Spent my 2 nights playing jackpots. It's my first time entering the casino. Win lose win lose...total loss is 25 bucks :P

I was back at work last week. Ahhh so busy as there's events being held.

Caught 2 movies today with the same people, PLAY's collegues, at cineleisure. Hulk was alright and Kungfu Panda is cute and funny.

Back to gaming xD

Just got home. Movie with Xander and Kay, watched "Chocolate". Then went to meet the rest at Kbox...Kayjoo, Joan, Lynn, Bianca, Brandon, Marcus, Dwayne, Bernard, Ah Di, blah blah blah...think thats all -.-

I tell you...if you had been to Zouk last Saturday...It's crazy! Jeff's birthday celebration at Phuture and I think half of the people inside were there for his birthday and another friend of his. Jeff was drunk early in the night and I didn't know he went home already! Derrick kor and Lynnette jie came to find me with the intention of getting me drunk so they brought me in Velvet and we had a bottle of Chivas, on the rocks...empty bottle in about 30 mins.

Went back to Phuture while I was so fucking high. I don't know what's happening but I managed to get there lol...Saw only a few people left like Lynn, Kelly, Nic and Jason. I did a damn stupid thing lah...I ordered a bottle of Chivas at 3.45am and 15 quickfuck shooters when they are about to close...damn it loh...waste money. I'm so sad now, 1 month of part time pay gone! I do crazy things when I'm drunk :(

Total spending:
Cover Charge : $33
1 for 1 LIT : $70
1 for 1 Heineken : $10+
15 quickfuck shots : $10+ x 15 = $150+
1 btl Chivas : $220

Account balance = broke >.<

I need money! Zaniel jie and Zen asked me to go Hongkong but I dont know want to go a not, need to think about my pocket. Kay asking me to save money for Amsterdam end of this year. I DONT PRINT MONEY! -.- I wish I do...

loL I saw this pic while browsing my gaming forum. So cool! Actually it's in gif format. Click on the below link to see. :)

Click here!

I've got a stiff neck! It's been 2 days already...Didn't slept well I guess. Can't imagine my sleeping postures. =x

Might be due to exercising for the past 2 days. Body cramping everywhere...Applied tiger balm plasters. Hope it will be fine by tomorrow.

Back from KL. Kinda boring...actually we were there to get something done but we failed to do so . Guess will be going back again soon.

Got back to Singapore at around 7pm+. Traffic was abit congested at the checkpoint but was smoothly on the way home. My brother suddenly wanted to drop by LV and get his key holder and so, I accompanied him to town after we sent our parents home as it is bored staying at home. Kinda regretted going cos I can't resist the temptation of buying one too... =x Cost me $300 bucks! Haiz...instant noodles is my best friend for the next month... :(

The cigarette case caught my eye when I was browsing through the rest of the items. $310...my brother said he would buy it for my birthday present and in return I would buy one for him on his birthday. Hmm...sounds like we should both just buy for ourselves...lol. Well, maybe I quitted smoking by then? :P

I got a phone call while we were in town. A call from iModels agency. Anyone heard of that? I, myself can't recall being scouted. She told me to drop by next Monday with any of my photos...Bet it's another scam which ask you pay for the portfolio. Or is it not? -.-

Does my bed sheet look nice? :P

It was "Iron Man" last night. With Xander, Kay and Kayjoo. Not the usual crowd anymore...they watched on the days before without us. Time have changed, so do people. HAHA!

The show was good, I thought... Though some of the gals at work said it's so-so or it sucked which I beg to differ after watching it. Maybe it's more of a guy's show rather than gal's show. So anyway, managed to took the last train home and save some bucks.

Will be heading to KL later in 4 hours time with my family. Going to "see see walk walk" or "see mountains and sea" or "swim sand play water". =x mmkay, kinda lame...

Just got the pics which we took on Baillie's birthday at Lunar which dated back to the April 9th post...

02/05/08

It was Xander's birthday! We planned to Zouk it out that night. Had dinner with my family at the Bak Kut Teh near Zouk. After which my brother drove me over to Cineleisure to wait for Xander. I dropped my phone on the seat when I alight. When I realised my phone wasn't with me, my brother was no where to be seen. I was quite lost for a moment at first lol...Walked from youth park to Cineleisure, bought a drink and asked for 10 cents change and headed to the public phone on the first floor. Called my brother, walked back to the spot where he dropped me. Retrieved phone...

Back to Cineleisure again...Accompanied Xander for dinner at pastamania. Bumped into Cheryl and Karen at Gloria's Coffee so we asked them to go Zouk and they did hehe...but they only stayed awhile.

And again, we walked...to orchard bus stop. Baillie, Dong Zheng and friends were waiting for us there. Peiqi was waiting for us at Zouk. Saw Rainie outside Zouk, Phuture was full so she can't go in...Qiuting, Klara and Shan inside Zouk and another gal working events for PLAY(I asked for her name but I forgotten, think I'm too high).

It was one for one lah. And like kiasu singaporeans and with the aim to make Xander drunk, we chiong lah! Total there were 2 jugs beers, 6 jugs Long Island Tea, 2 jugs Midori 7up and 2 jugs Midori Pineapple. The thing was...in the end, I was drunk -.-

Then Peiqi damn funny, keep asking me to accompany her to the members. She bluffed her friend that it was my birthday and she make me bottom ups a few glass of chivas green tea and one of them was chivas on the rocks that is 3/4 full...

After 3am I don't know what happened liao...can't remember lol...

I was watching drama halfway around 8pm+. Jeff messaged me on msn saying he's boring and he'll be leaving Singapore to KL and then Australia to further his studies so he asked us out. Well, to me I just thought that it's one of the 101 excuses he normally uses to get my butt out of house HAHA so anyway, I went as this might be the last week to see this crazy ass.

Royce came to fetch me after Jeff and William and we headed to Halo Bar inside SIM/NP. It's a KTV pub actually. First time there, kinda nice place to chill. Not like those bars at boat quay, infested with all the ah bengs and ah lians or the wannabes.

2 bottles of Chivas for $260+. Quite cheap but that's the normal rates for these kind of ktv pubs. If it's a club I think gonna be real expensive. Later on Venus, Klara and Rainie came over also. Don't know from where though. I was only told they are coming when we're already there.

Left at 2am+. Home, bathe, drama, slept at 3am+.

Waiting for Jeff to send me the rest of the pics...

Dinner at Taka's Pepper Lunch with Joan, Hans, Sarah and Jess. After that went to shop for Bryan's birthday card. Joan got a freaking big one for him...about A3 size!

Xander and Sean came to join us at Cineleisure and we caught "Hottie and Nottie". Waste my time and money...

Saw Bel and Xueting at Cineleisure but I guess I'm too insignificant for them to see me. They will only notice good looking or cute guys. Sad people like me is always like this. loL~

Ok. I was buying ciggs at Cheers outside Cineleisure then god dammit! I was asked to produce my ID man! It's been a long time since I last asked to show my ID. Damn feels good! I'm not old yet! *Forever young. I want to be forever young~ Do you really wanna live forever~ and ever~*

Head over to Loof for awhile cos Fredick was having his birthday celebrations.

Home sweet home.

Ok I don't know what has gotten to me nowadays, I tend to be so enthusiastic. I slept early last night, right after my shower after I got home. Woke up early today in the morning as well, before noon which is kinda like amazing for my lifestyle. Cooked the linguine pasta I bought yesterday with Vivian, my brother's girlfriend. After the meal, my mom and Vivian started cleaning the whole apartment. SooOoOoO...at this point of time, I volunteered! Vivian phoned my brother to tell him whats happening and my brother say he's gonna buy 4D... the prince volunteered to do housework. :P

Gonna head out with my parents to pay the down payment for the new car. The lancer was 5-6 years old already, time to get a new one while the old one still has value to trade in. Estimated time frame for the Honda City was early May. At first my brother and I had convinced my parents to get the new Mitsubishi Lancer EX but later on my parents went test drive other cars without us as my cousin keep telling them this good that good so after much brainwashing my parents straightaway put deposit on the Honda City...The reason they gave me was they wanted to try other brands instead of getting back the same one which is Mitsubishi. Well, it's their money so I got no say afterall...

I wonder if there's a movie with PLAY's collegue later on. Gonna text them and disturb them a bit :P

I was so bored yesterday and I suddenly had the urge to work but I didn't gave my schedule for this week as I needed some rest after my reservist. Thought there's no harm asking again so I texted Kay whether he needs people. He said they had enough staffs for the night. I was kinda sad as I was too bored and nothing to do, on the other hand, I was happy though actually...after I texted Kay I felt lethargic out of the sudden and I was about to head to bed early. Kay called me again awhile later and said Gary wasn't feeling well and couldn't make it to work so asked me to be there at 9pm...it was 7.30pm when I recieved the call, feeling tired and reluctant to move...oh well, money is bigger than rotting at home. Got there just in time... and my "Z monster" kept hitting me all night long with all the yawns...

Got home from work at 5am+. Went online and rot till 10am and took a short nap till 11am+. After which it's suntanning at Cafe Del Mar with Zaniel jie, Zen the noisy, Stef the trumpet, ZQ and Kay. Zen and Stef together is the ultimate combo which will make anyone go insane. Just keep away from them at all cost for your safety!

Had 2 double shot of mojito, a bottle of Paulaner beer and a basket of calamari. The rest ordered 2 basket of fried chicken drumlets, 1 basket of fries and 3 buckets of paulaner beers. When I reached they only left the last bucket, ZQ was a bit high as he bottoms up 2 bucket himself...

Can't take the heat anymore. The sun is strong today. We left the place at around 4pm and went Liang Court for Japanese cuisine. Shopped a bit at Meidi-Ya after dinner. Bought a small packet of rice to cook and a thai green curry to go along with, a packet of creamy herb pasta sauce for the linguine, a packet of orange juice, an ultra large vitasoy like the juice and lastly, a bottle of dessert wine.

Chilled at Attica with a few smokes and drinks. Took a train home around 9pm+...long way home and I was dozing off while standing. Sometimes even I myself is impressed! :)

Time to sleep! Just done applying aloe vera gel but it still hurts and I'm so burnt! Foresee skin peeling in a few days...Zzz

24/04/08

The parade was short. Took about an hour...and again, the RSM said we're the best, better than the actives! Hah...

Wednesday was watching demostration so it's our turn to hands on and do the actual stuffs till it's time for CO evening. They had a buffet and a series of performance by the SAF "Music and Drama Company". Food is good and best of all, free flow of beers! Then my reservist mates who are all sergents and above suddenly so "Siao On" wanna stay in camp to drink all night and gamble(gambling since 2nd day of reservist).

And so we did. 7 of us stayed and brought 30 cans of beers back to the bunk, not to mention we had an insulator which was brought in by one of the sergents to chill drinks since day 2. We had green tea, 100 plus, ice lemon tea, pocari sweat for the whole in camp(ICT). Next ICT they are thinking of bringing in hotplate bbq or steamboat, best...2 in one! HAHA! Reason? Next year is gonna be a high key ICT. 2 weeks at least...

After few days of playing cards...no win no lose, I break even. Kinda waste of time :( It's an once a year thingy and so we tend to do alot of funny things so we can bring it to the next year and have things to talk about lol...I'm looking forward to next year's ICT!

25/04/08

A short day today. Woke up and went to eat prata at Jalan Kayu outside of camp after a cold night staying in camp without any blankets, everyone was freezing... Had an "After Action Review(AAR)" before lunch and the lunch was not bad. Out process and booked out after lunch. Say our last goodbyes till we come back again in 1 year 3 months time. Home sweet home around 2pm+

Waiting for my reservist kakis to reconfirm whether going Zouk or not...If it's isn't Zouk I'm sure we will still meet up to chill cos everyone is going back to the world they belong to after this weekend...

Btw...I only passed my IPPT...I got 11.49sec for 2.4km run. TMD! If I can run 9 seconds faster I get another 100 bucks! Nvm, my window is open till August. Will try to book another test when the date comes nearer. I wanna get 200 instead of 100! >.<

Well, time to have some rest. I'm a bit hungry though -.-

21/04/08

My first day of my reservist started. I'm lucky that my dad agreed to lend me the car for the whole reservist period if not taking cab to my camp will be costly... Last time I used to cab to camp everytime. It was before the increase in the cab rates and it cost about $22. I'm sure if I take a cab now it gonna be more than $30...

Anyway, first day of reservist is always IPPT in the evening after refreshment course. I hate the gas mask and chemical suit! IPPT...Too long never exercise, results of cos not up to expectations. I can't run now, gaming and smoking too much. I still do ok for static stations but it's not doing with ease. It almost killed me...feeling tired and giddy even doing the static stations.

Shuttle Run - 9.7secs (5 points)
Situps - 40 (5points)
Standing Board Jump - 239cm (4 points)
Pullups - 12 (5 points)
2.4km - TBA

They will announce the running timing soon. Hope I manage to pass...think I came in at 12 mins...passing timing is 12mins 20secs loL~

Booked out after IPPT in the evening. Went home and dined out with family then went Cineleisure and caught "The Forbbien Kingdom" at 9.55pm with PLAY's collegues. Slept at 2am.

22/04/08

Woke up and my whole body was aching due to the IPPT the previous day. Had a mask run in the morning but alot of us walked and our RSM(Regimental Sergent Major) was pissed and gave us a scolding and wanted us to run again on Thursday. As if we will run for him. Reservist = Bo Chup! :P My OC(officer in command) also went to help us settle with the RSM. He told the RSM the we participate as what the training programme planned and the make up run was not in the training programme so we don't have to run again. HAHAHAHA reservist rocks!

After lunch we had to see the active NSF doing the demonstration of the ops. They are farking wasting our time loh...made us waited 2 hours for nothing and they're fucking slow...batch by batch the people are getting more disappointed. Think if the reservist do one exercise take 2 hours they will take 6-8 hours at least... and they are damn inflexible loh...the studious kind of people especially those from JC! It's like they are told that they have to run this straight road then they encounter a obstacle they also go bang into it. Dumbasses... One of the old bird shouted, "EH SING SONG CAN SING SO LOUD DISTURB OUR SLEEP AFTER LUNCH THEN DO THINGS LIKE GAL!" Haha that's a nice one! :)

Booked out in the evening as usual. Got home, bathed, changed and left home. Met up with Cedrick at Republic Plaza around raffles. Had some drinks with his broking firm bosses and collegues. They are hardcore drinkers lah...around 8pm+ Cedrick and I were kinda high already. At the same time one of his boss had a casual interview with me but I doubt I'll be able to get in lah...I can't drink well and I can't talk well. These 2 are the main aspect of being a broker. Hope to hear some good news from Cedrick. =x Actually, I may find other jobs, being a broker had to drink alot and I think my liver will be spoilt in a couple of years. Haha...

After that we went to a pub a Carpenter Street and drink again...then to St.James at around 12midnight. That night was crazy. Drinking all night long, luckily never kana road block. Got home and slept around 3am. Woke up at 5am and went back to camp...

23/04/08

Went back camp and got the feeling like vomiting last nights intakes. Lack of sleep and drinking makes you dehydrates faster. Felt like dying...best thing was straightaway full suit road march. Almost took my life lol...only 2 hours of sleep. I think I'm superman liao...

Visited Army Museum at SAFTI in the noon after lunch. Waste of our time, we could have get more rest...err sleep if we don't have that in the programme planning. Headed back to camp around 4pm and had a rehearsal parade for tomorrow's CO (Commanding Officer, like boss of the unit) parade cum SAF day parade.

I don't intend to go out today. I needed some rest although some of them planned to go Zouk.

Tomorrow's forecast is the parade in the morning and chillout in the noon with some catered foods till we book out. Not confirmed though, things always come unknowningly...that's SAF for you. Rush to wait, wait to rush...

Finished japanese drama "1 Litre of Tears" last night. It's really a very good drama. I think I actually cried a litre of tears... tears flow unknowningly even I told myself it's a drama but the story is actually written from a truth story.

I remembered Cheryl asking me to watch this drama in the past when we were together. She told me she cried alot and I have totally ignored this good drama due to gaming and anime.

Went town to had my haircut. Super short like a private soldier...just hope I get pass the inspection and don't need to cut again...the barber sucks big time.

Didn't have to work today cos they said they have enough people for today. Guess that's one of the disadvantages of being a part timer. Too bored so spent my time changing the skin.

I'm going reservist on the 21st April to 25th April...Sigh, hair gonna be real short again and hope I can pass my IPPT...

After my reservist most probably I'm gonna start looking for a full time job.

1)Full time at PLAY (fun club, license to drink with customers)
2)Full time at HeliPad (New outlet thats opening in clark quay. Will be strict. No drinking.)
3)Full time at Cafe Del Mar (Back to the beach boy I used to be. TAN!)
4)Look for office job...

I'm in a dilemma ....

12-14 April 2008

After work on Saturday which is Sunday morning, went home straight away and went to Sentosa with Kay for some tanning and to wait for Xander to knock off from work and headed to Downtown East chalet. Gamble all night long till the next day, lost 130 bucks in the end...win lose win lose win lose lose lose lose lose and goes on like this...haha -.-

Finished a korean drama "My girl" during the weekdays. Quite an old drama I believe but it's nice.

Then I came across an email "Transformer" from one of my friend.

http://yutakis.wordpress.com/2008/01/25/transformer/

Keep scrolling down...its quite true about makeups...its deceiving :P

Just finished watching 鬥牛。要不要

Hebe is so pretty and cute lah! OMG where to get this kind of girlfriend?! loL~

It's so nice lah! Been spending 3-4 nights watching it. So far the best Taiwan Drama I had seen. If anyone got better ones to intro, please do leave me a tag. Thanks!

1st April 2008

Did a part time event for Singapore Fashion Week at Civil Plaze, Ngee Ann City, as a bartender with Xander. We're there only to pour champange lol...easy money. There's another event on the coming 16th April. Not sure if they need me this time. After that caught "An Empress And The Warriors" at cineleisure after our dinner at Pastamania. They have some new dishes. Not bad lah.

2nd April 2008

Went MOS with Xander and Kenny for Samson's birthday... Some guy working at Cafe Del Mar. Had a crazy night. Lots of drinks. Headed over to Zouk at around 1am+ close to 2am. No choice...collegues from PLAY keep bombarding my phone with calls and SMSes. One of my collegue had some trouble with some guy...almost had a fight...some BGR related things...haiz. Had supper after Zouk at Spice with Kenny, Qiuting, Klara, Zhaoru and Rainie. As always...became their ah mat and send them to Jurong zzz -.-

6th April 2008

Baillie's birthday! Close to 20 people arranged a surprise steamboat for him at Bugis. Dessert at the nearby famous stall. Xander, Joan and I left for cineleisure wanting to catch a movie instead of partying with the rest but when we reached there, the 11pm+ slots for all movies are full and the next timing is at 1.45am so they don't wanna wait and went home. I'm too lazy to go home alone so I called my mom to see where they are in order to catch a free ride home. While waiting, I went over to Lunar to look for the rest of the people. Just got there and my mom called... -.- asked her not to wait for me as I can go home myself later. I go drunk later in the night and behaved like a clown again. I'm always such an entertainer...

Caught 2 movies today with PLAY's collegues. Met up with Joan, Sean and Marcus at Cineleisure and had our dinner before the show. The spiderwick Chronicles was alright but 10,000 B.C. was a bit disappointing... It's somehow like the show "Apocalypse" by Mel Gibson I think.

Some of you might wonder why it's like taking me forever to update my blog now.

I was very very tired for the past 2-3 weeks. Been only sleeping for 3-4 hours a day, playing the new online game, Cabal Online. Not only that, I have been watching anime as well.

So my schedule was kinda like the following for the past 2-3 weeks:
1.30pm - Wake up and wash up
2pm - Gaming
8pm to 5am - Working
5.30am - Gaming
8am - Anime
10am - Sleep

Last week was rather taxing. It was PLAY's anniversary therefore it's more tiring. Thus, I was running a slight fever and caught a cold last night. I know I asked for it...should have taken care of myself instead of playing so much game. I will play lesser now cos the game which I was playing no longer interest me. There wasn't much content in the late game...what a disappointment. No wonder US mmorpg (massive multiplayer online role playing game) could get me hooked for years even paying for it...

Anyway I had my haircut. The front is kinda nerdy :P

My injured fingers from the previous post haven't recovered...although they no longer hurt but the inner part is all dull, bruised...Sigh! >.<

Ahhhh my fingers are in pain!

It was after work and the transport came, I stood beside the transport waiting for Joan to get in cause I'd alight first. Alvin took the front seat and closed the door. My fingers were caught inbetween for fuck sake...it bleeded instantly! Too much alcohol makes me do stupid things... -.-

Joan had plasters on her and she helped me put them on while I was moaning in pain like having a fucking orgasm. The best thing was Joan took out her handphone and played a porn clip hoping it can distract me but the pain was too overwhelming! Doh... at least she tried! HAHAHA...

Pink Panther & Cookie Monster plasters

The next day...

I got nothing to blog about. Nothing much happening these days or weeks...
Started on a new game, CabalSEA...

My brother's girlfriend told me that Luther Vandross had past away...
Went youtube to search for his songs.
What a voice, great singer and amazing song writer...
R.I.P

That's for the sad and gloomy part.
Need some tracks to keep me pumped...
Searched for a few tracks that I like.
Enjoy. World's best DJ, DJ Tiesto.

My favourite tracks 3-4 years ago when I met Irene : Silence & Beautiful things

More to get you higher!

Wish I was there...It's CRAZY...

Ok! Back from Thailand, Bangkok. Got quite a story to blog...

The night before we flew to Bangkok, we were working at PLAY remember? Yea and they had this flea market thingy going on till 12 midnight which was quite boring at first but it was alright after the music starts pumping. Joan and Sarah had their booth selling their stuffs too! So nice don't need to work and can earn money haha. Oh! I recalled seeing Joan getting drunk after ordering 4 bottles of Veuve Cliqout. Birthday also don't need to spent so much money mah! hehehe :P

After the club is closed, still need to wait for Kay to do his month end which too quite awhile. All of us getting shagged. Headed straight to the airport in the company's transport.

It was freaking torturing taking a Jetstar flight. No doubt a freaking full of experience for my first time though...doh! Anyway, we landed in Bangkok safely, thankfully... and headed to the hotel, Bangkok Palace.

We got there at 10am but the check-in timing is at 2pm?!?! OMFG! So we slacked at the cafe and have some bites...Saw all our stone faces? All haven't sleep...finished work straight away go for holiday...HAH!

Ok We couldn't wait for 2pm to come so we went to walk abit. Siam Paragon and Siam Square. Walked until the evening, we got too tired and went back to the hotel to check in and have a bit of rest first before heading out for dinner.

Ok here comes the eerie part. Zaniel and Zen a room. Kay, Xander and me a room.

We heard people knocking on our door and we opened the door a few times and no one was seen. The television in our room keep making weird sound even it's turned off. Yea you may say there's statics on it after watching but we turned off the main switch too and the sound keep coming the whole night. Hmm...back to the knocking sound. There's one time where our room door was knocked again, Kay went to open and saw Zaniel opening the door too. Both asked who knocked the door. They thought we were playing a trick on them and we, vice versa. loL~ I kept saying it might be the soundproof thingy, people knock on nearby doors we might hear it so we did a test. I went into our room and with Xander knocking on Zaniel's room door. Nothing can be heard...the knocks that we heard was damn fucking loud yea! Ok so the girls wanted to changed room and they changed for us. In the new room, I bring out my chao ji wudi weapon out! Every night sleep soundly! HAHA!

Ok after we switched the room, we headed for Suan Lum Night Bazaar for our dinner and then Sam pa poon to shop a bit. It's a place famous for pickpockets. My pouch was unzipped by an auntie when she bumped into me with her breast then I realised something was wrong so I started staring at her and she walked away. Bitch!

It's Saturday! Chaktuchak the weekend market! Whoohooo here we come! SHOP SHOP SHOP TILL WE DROP! :)

Ok! As Russel Peter says, "Johnny by day, Tung Sam Bong by night!" And for us, "Shoppers by day, Clubbers by night!" It's party time at RCA! WOOOO!!!! HERE WE GO~ Don't doubt me! Their gals are hot! There's one pic I took for Kay and Zen. That girl is damn cute! The gals are mostly like that! :)~ We were at Flix(closes at 2am) the whole night. Beside is another club called Route66(2am too) and further down is Dude(closes at 4am)!

Ok we wanted to get into the next club Dude which closes at 4am but full house as all the people flocked in when the 2 other clubs are closed. Back to hotel then... Zen requested for drunk pics of us...but we were really high lol~

mmKay...so the next day is back to Chaktuchak for shopping and dinner at Chinatown!

After dinner we wanted to go to Sirocco - Sirocco is a spectacular roof top restaurant at the 63rd floor
of the State Tower and part of the so called Dome. Too bad Jiejie wear Birkenstock can't go in... Here are the pics from the internet. Headed back to Sam pa poon to shop as we didn't manage to finish walking at the first time.

Last day in Bangkok. Checked out of hotel at 12pm but left our luggages there as our flight was at 9pm and we went to Big C to shop for dry food. Took at cab from there at 5pm...fucking cab driver act smart say know the hotel is but then he took us to somewhere so fucking ulu...we asked to alight and took another cab back to the hotel which is at 7pm...got our luggages and got on to a mini bus. Reached the airport at 8pm which is one hour before the flight but the check in personnal says we were too late? She closed the counter and left whereas the flight departure board still says open, not even last call. Muthafucker!

I remembered the last time going Bangkok with Joeanne I missed the flight there cos I didn't extend my passport. Now we can't go back Singapore cos the counter was closed...wtf! Then they kept teasing me. So...we spent our night at the airport which is fucking cold till the next earliest flight at 9.15am. We complained to Jetstar but they say we need to write in instead of email. WTF is that? Now still got people write in ah? What if we write in and the mail was lost through the delivery? Like that we can't get a compensation man...fucked up airline. We were suffering in the airport loh! Zzz....

Ok so we know that we have to wait till the next day...we did alot of stupid shit. It was so cold and we did alot of stunts... -.- From tees/berms/slippers back to sweaters,jackets/jeans/shoes....

For those who call my mobile frequently know that there's something wrong with my phone. I had to use loudspeaker in other to hear from the caller and sometimes the caller can't hear anything from me. I think my phone pissed my mom off a few times and she got me a new phone. =x Nokia 6500 slide phone. I will miss my HTC Touch :(

Anyway, 3 more days and Bangkok here I come again! loL~ Gonna be working on Thursday night at PLAY then catch the morning 7am flight to Bangkok! Hope we don't go there just to sleep...

Didn't get any sleep at all...

Completed my drama "Super Rookie" while waiting for Kay and Brendon to wake up. Had prior engagement the night before to go Sentosa for sun tanning after work. Head straight down to meet them right after I finished my last episode. It was pouring heavily, that was sad. Slacked at the alfresco the whole evening waiting for Xander to knock off from work. Pearlie came to meet us at Vivo.

After which, we settled our dinner for steamboat at Bugis. Didn't go to the one that we always do as it's full house with long queues. Funny to see steamboats with ques, it's my first! The one that we went was quite a disappointment. No free flow drinks and limited varieties but oh well, their soup was not bad.

Dropped by Loof to slack and chat with friends working there but I was dozing off every minute...too tired! Went home around 11pm+ ...can't take it! loL~

This is so weird...my former classmate from MDIS suddenly sent me a message on MSN.

.: dottikinz :. says:
darren, i dreamt of you last night.. i dreamt right, that you were seeing someone and you not very keen on that girl... becoz you still felt for someone else.. den you were telling me about it... den you sat on a red plane with your family, they took you on a holiday and that plane was like open top kind... so weird... but i must tell you becoz in the dream you were very very sad... can see your face and feel you very sad leh.. so poor thing...

D a r r e n - says:
wahahaha

.: dottikinz :. says:
dun laugh idiot...

D a r r e n - says:
yes im sad

D a r r e n - says:
im sad with my life

.: dottikinz :. says:
no really, you were very very sad...

D a r r e n - says:
-.-

.: dottikinz :. says:
why ah darren?

D a r r e n - says:
no idea

D a r r e n - says:
its just a dream?

.: dottikinz :. says:
you being sarcastic?

.: dottikinz :. says:
but you know right, your face sooooo sad leh

D a r r e n - says:
doh...

Met up with Joan, Hans, Kayjoo, Sarah and Jess at Novena and we went for fish therapy. It's quite an experience as it's my first time. So ticklish! Haha... but I won't go there for a second time. Quite a waste of money. $65 for 30 mins...I would rather go for foot massage which cost only $24 for 40 mins. If I really were to try fish therapy again I rather buy those small fishes and do it at home for as much as I want to. :P

Afterwhich, we headed to town for a movie. Cloverfield. The show sucks big time. Everything on a video cam. So shaky till we got dizzy...Stupid show!

Played DotA again at Meridian after movie till morning and got home at 7am...freaking cab fare $25.80! Zzz...

I missed my interview at Mimolette, I woke up late. Actually I don't feel like going for the interview. I assumed the pay would be around $1.5k to $1.7k for a marketing position but it's in a F&B job. I have to work in the office during the day and do events during the night. Weekends burnt and no time to claims hours. I'm considering working fulltime at PLAY first. Short hours and reasonable pay till I'm willing to sacrifice some of my time to get my english paper and collect my Dip then find a marketing company which Alvin, my classmate is doing now. Starting pay $1.8k after probation $2.4k.

Comments are open if you can advise me and give me some pointers to draw the path to my future. Well, in the end the future is still in my hands. :)

My new love!

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Name: 한가인 / Han Ga In (Han Ka In)
Real name: 김현주 / Kim Hyun Joo (Gim Hyeon Ju)
Profession: Actress and model
Birthdate: 1982-Feb-02
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Height: 169cm
Weight: 46kg
Star sign: Aquarius
Blood type: AB

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Witch Amusement (SBS, 2007)
Dr. Kkang (MBC, 2006)
Super Rookie (MBC, 2005)
Terms of Endearment (KBS, 2004)
Yellow Handkerchief (KBS, 2003)
Sunshine Hunting (KBS, 2002)

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"Beautiful Girl" by Jose Marie Chan

Been busy working and playing DotA after work with PLAY collegues.

Went clubbing on Wednesday with them too. Dropped by St James earlier with Xander and Tommy for their anniversary, private event at boiler room - free flow! Well, I only had a glass of vodka cranberry and a glass of white wine. Headed over to Dragonfly, finished half bottle of Glenmorangie Single Malt Whisky. First time drinking this whisky, it's freaking strong loh...Finished the bottle and the kick slowly started to kick in.

Douglas birthday celebration at Zouk. Drank alot of Martell and I was nearly gone. Went over to Phuture to join the rest of PLAY collegues. Ordered a bottle of Veuve Cliqout which costed $170(too much for a jobless person like me >.<) and my vision started to blur. Followed by a jug of Long Island Tea ordered by Hans. I remembered their Long Island Tea is a killer. Went back to the members to find Douglas and I started drinking more Martell playing 5 10 with them. Oh yes....Hans keep wanting to make me drunk...had alot bottomsup with him. Became a clown when we went for supper. They even recorded down the footage with their handphones....

These few weeks I've been wasting my time drinking, smoking, hanging out late and watching dramas online. Just finished 公主小妹 and working on Witch Yoo Hee now recommended by Bel.

I LOVE Han Gu! The female lead in Witch Yoo Hee, Ma Yoo Hee! OMG!

Ok. NYE was so freaking busy working at PLAY.

It's not even 2am and the bar team strength is wearing out. Fatigue taking over our body... The sub-conscious mind of us due to drinking while working also slow us down a bit. After work was crazier... Douglas signed 2 Veuve and 1 crate of corona. Kay puked 3 times at PLAY and I puked once when I got home. Laughs...

Woke up the next day, continuing my online game. Got a few new pets!

Got bored after grinding for a few levels so I went town to meet Kay and Zen. Walked around as Zen wanted to find a top for her guy and so...I'm the model of the day for her... After which, we went over to Villa Bali to chill and Kayjoo came over to join us.

Cabbed home.

Yes! I'm so out of job now! I quitted my printing job, last day on 10th Jan 2008. Time to find a new job!

God brother Derrick is still the best lah! He gave me iTouch! OMG! Thanks!

Stayed at home the whole day on Sunday. Rotting off so I thought I should find a game to keep me occupied, Perfect World.

The name of this game sounds too good to be true but at least it's a place that I can hide myself in the virtual world, for the time being.

It's not that I want to choose female character, this class only got female. Well, female's not bad too! :)

Ok...Time to update if not some of my secret admirers will thought that I'm dead! Hehe :)

Well after the the last post which is talking about Friday. Saturday was another day working at PLAY but I didn't drove to work as I had already promised the staffs that I'll be joining them for a few games of DoTA at Meridian after work.

Not trying to be boostful but I didn't lose one game back there. =P When they kept asking me what to buy for their characters and such, I knew they wasn't that good but at least they were very cooperative. Whatever and whenever there's things to do, I tell them to do, they do without fail. :) Maybe after playing a few times with me they will improve, I hope. The gaming session ended around 12+ noon and cabbed back home.

Woke up in the evening and headed out to get myself a pair of skinny jeans from Levis. I went through G-Star and Energie few days before that but there ain't any nice black jeans. Luckily I spotted a pair from Levis when I went shopping with my brother a week ago for his D&D.

Went to work on Christmas Eve as there's an urgent job...I should be on leave but I got called back and the client is one of my friend...Finished the job and left office around 6pm for boat quay to meet Cedrick before heading to Danny's place for gathering like we did every year. We drank at boat quay with Cedrick's friends, bunch of brokers - drink like free. We had about 6 Chivas and 2 JWBL. We were all damn high and one of them suggested going Attica, they have a bottle of 3L vodka in there. I was wondering Attica got "Tua Pao" meh? Somemore it's Vodka. Well, I don't know. Anyways, I called my god sister and I was immediately on the guestlist which I never turn up. I bet she's angry with me lol...

This is what happened. We were so high that we had totally forgotten that we had to be at Danny's place in the evening but we drank till 11pm+ =x Danny called us when we're at clarke quay waiting for the rest to arrived. We quickly adjourned to his place when the rest reached.

More drinking at Danny's place. I only touched the 2 red wine, 1 champagne and Maccallan. I left at 2am+ when I think the alcohol is kicking in and I'm so tired yawning through the night. Cabbed home. Freaking hell, nowadays take cab can die man! But no choice, no more public transport and I'm at a freaking ulu place lol...

Bought my new computer on Christmas day! Total cost is $2978... luckily my mom paid for it. Thanks for the Christmas present! :)

Asus Maximus Formula Motherboard
Intel DualCore 8750
XFX 8800 GTS
SeaGate HDD 320GiG
4GiG Ballistix Ram
LianLi CPU Casing
Window Vista Home
McAfee AntiVirus
SamSung LCD 22" Monitor

Wanted to buy the whole transparent CPU casing but the shop is closed :(

LOST : WarCraft 3: Frozen Throne CD - accidentally thrown away with the old casing -.-

Christmas Present for others :
JoeanneLG LCD 19" Monitor
VenusAldo Purse
QiutingBurberry Brit Sheer - haven't give
BelHavianias Flipflop - No stock, ordered & awaiting arrival. Size too small lah! :P
God BrotherTube of lubricant - lol just for laughs

Christmas Present for me :
VenusCotton On Polo Tee
JoeanneFossil Watch

THIS CHRISTMAS IS SAD! :((((((((((((

Absinthe black in waterfall.

Was working at PLAY last night. One and only drink that got me to a state of euphoria... I will never tried that again! loL~

Anyway, I met Venus and her friend to shop around town in the noon. Bought a shirt and belt from G-Star. After which, headed over to house of condom to find something kinky for my god brother, a lubricant! =x

Dropped by California Fitness as they kept irritating me with the phone calls. Got no time for membership lah so they're just wasting time on me. Even offered a free trial period which I turned down. Where got time! Did a free BMI test and it was shown that my upper body muscle is not balanced compared to my legs hah...Damn I fat...8.7% of fats! :(

Now I need to get myself a pair of jeans and a nice shoe for Christmas!

Oh I'm damn busy at work today lah! Actually it's just the normal stuffs, getting back to customers, data entry and ordering of stocks but I did something more constructive today!

I have to print out company's catalog but my day sucks to start off. The printouts are so dirty like the printer is having menses! Overflowing with the powders...fucked up reconstructed consumable products. I'm brushing the office docu printer from the moment I entered office till now and probably will be doing that till I knocked off from work cos the printer just SUCKS BIG TIME lah and like what people always say, there's a reason for the things that you do. Now I've got it. I feel enlightened! By using my 2 fingers holding on the little brush and poking it into the printer brushing the internal just gonna train my fingering endurance! I smiled at my collegue and told him to give me some time so I could work on it and master it eventually! OooOHhh...I feel so godly now! Hello gals! :)

Work is so happening, not!...OMFG! Zzz...

Christmas is coming yea... I've yet to recieve any presents from anyone or shop for any presents cos I got no friends! HAHA! Kinda sad to say but it's not that bad eh? I can save up the money and buy all the stuffs for myself :)

Well well, think I'm gonna pimp my old computer up or pamper myself with other thingy like iPodTouch. On the other hand, I can't bear to spend my hard earn money leh! Can somebody please give me some advice?!

Working at PLAY last Saturday was fun! It's not as fun compared to working at Attica but its sure better than working at Angel's Share! I got a "Play 12" for my uniform.

I got an awkward feeling working in a gay club. It's not the first time though to be honest. Attica used to having gay nights on Sunday and it was fun but due to the fact that I haven't been working in a club for quite a few months, I'm kinda rusty and frighten especially it's a gay club...I'm afraid of ... you know... :P

Well, I got hit on that night. One of the staff came up to me and say, "Eh, that guy say he wanna kiss you on the lips you dare a not?". I rejected it and carry on doing my stuffs =x Got a few drinks from Attica regular and luckily I wasn't drunk...I drove to work that night. Btw, it's licensed to drink :)

Think I'm gonna work every Friday and Saturday!

As much as I expected, I reached home about 4.15am after working at Angel's Share. It's kinda boring for an event...

I miss Attica...
I miss the busy moments where there's no resting till the club is closed, the only break time was to find an excuse to go toilet and drag a ciggie inside the cubicle within a min or two and then back to work. Enjoying the work with collegues that you can work with, it's like army days! Better still, get drunk and dance to the beat!

Leonard asked me to become permanent part time at Angel's cos he said that the rest are inexperienced and very lazy, always act blur don't do work. I like to help friends but the place is too boring. Maybe it's good to work after a day job so can slack during night job but that would make me even more sleepy! I would choose to work in a club though....

Anyway, I'll probably be working at PLAY starting this weekend or next weekend to help Kay. The best thing is a few Attica kakis are there part time as well. Therefore, weekdays at Angel's and weekends at PLAY if I can take it...

I'm tired...

Sigh, I think I'll be dead by tomorrow...

I'll be going to work part time bartender tonight after I finished my day job at Dempsey Road, Angel's Share.

Day job : 10am - 5pm
Night job : 7pm - 2pm

Finished work still have to wait for the transport to come and turn by turn basis to alight. Guess I'll be only able to reach home by 4am. Well, can't help it...I need more income and on the other hand, I miss bartendering.

Btw, I'm no longer doing sales in my company. Have changed to production line as there's no one taking care of production. Though it's a shitty job and I don't like doing production, it's damn boring can! It's like a chinaman or bangladesh worker loh but I still have to do in order for the company to move further. Kind of like a sacrifice huh? Alot of people say I'm dumb haha...

In the past, we used to do sales from morning till evening together then stay till the wee hours doing production. Now both process can be done concurrently which enables us to go home earlier and for me, getting another part time job to feed my pocket. Just hope that my body doesn't break down soon...

I'm feeling sleepy now...

I'M BACK FROM BANGKOK!

Ok everything started out not the way I wanted to be. Got to the airport with buddy Joeanne to check-in at 12pm for the 2.10pm flight but I was fucking shock that my passport isn't valid for 6 months! I've totally forgotten to extend it! I was so freaking lost when they say I couldn't fly until I get my new passport. Fuck me... Doh!

Cancelled my flight and quickly went straight to ICA, hoping I can work out something there. I think the excuses I gave was so good lah during the interview with their officers that I was given a temporary document that allows me to catch the next flight at 6pm!

The document that almost cost $800 air tickets + $400 hotel

Day 1
Reached our hotel room at 10pm+, slacked awhile and off we go! Out shopping! Went to Suan Lum, Patpong and another one I forgot the name...the backpacker's place. Chilled at one of the bars there.

Our room

Happy thing: They supply condoms! :)
Sad thing: Nothing's done! :(
Oh the best excuse ever! I'm gay?! Hah...

On the Tuk-Tuk

So happy to drink?

Alcohol are so cheap!

Getting tired!

Asleep!

Supper!

Cam-whoring!

All of the above: Acting cute

Seriously, they need to hire me as a bartender! Their mojito sucks big time!

Day 2
That Joeanne so wanna go elephant farm loh so bo bian... don't know how happy is she when I agreed to accompany her there... Quite expensive! 1500 baht for the cab fare cos it's at Sam phran, outside of Bangkok and 900 baht for 2 tix. The baby elephant quite cute lah... spent the whole morning till evening there.

Got back to the hotel to bathe and went out shopping again. Had dinner at one of the restaurant in Chinatown. Afterwhich, back to Suan Lum to get her tattoo done! Foot massage back at hotel.

On the cab to elephant farm...

Lunch at elephant farm!

I think Joeanne spent all her money on the ele's food!

Being kissed by...ELEPHANT!

That's daring...

Silkworms for lunch! Anyone?!

Waiting for the show to start...

Ouch!?

Her third tattoo added to the collection...

Day 3
Went Chaktuchak, weekend market from morning till evening! Omfg...It was so fucking embarrassed. I nearly blankout there! It was so freaking hot and stuffy, the crowd there was so god damn awesome that I can't feel any breeze and I was dehydrating! Beer instead of water and my visions turned white after I lit my cigarette while talking to the dog seller. I turned to Joeanne and tell her I'm feeling terrible, she pulled me out of the market... Darn, Joeanne was making fun of me the whole day... =\

We actually wanted to buy a puppy back but was told that we need to apply permit from our country before we can get any of them. It's so cheap there loh...S$250 only! Next time we go again must buy!

Got to Mahboonkrong to shop for Creative Suite 3. See if office have any use for them :) Nothing much there except for IT stuffs and jewellery. Oh, I got the pork floss egg roll with XO sauce there for my collegue too. Had japanese steamboat buffet for dinner. Best thing is I finally get to laugh back at Joeanne. She broke her glass while talking! HAHA ;p Back to Suan Lum again to shop!

Individual damage done for shopping, food and transport : $600 cash + $100 visa

4 v-necks
1 round neck
2 singlets
1 berm
1 skinny jeans
1 beanie
12 boxers
2 thai boxers
1 coin pouch
3 socks
1 fisherman pants (MIA!!!) >:|

Ahh home is better! Still got my bro's gf to put mask for me. First time put mask, the feel is so weird! Hah...

African Native! Done by Bioskin Beauty Consultant! :P

Trying out my new beanie?

Superman? Or dog...? I pondered...

Life at work was quite miserable for the past week. It's from 10am to 3am at least back to back, trying to get all the things done in time. Meeting clients and suppliers in the day and back to production in the evening till morning.

I could call myself Superman now...but I can't put it across infront of my boss. He's more than just superman. He's putting much more effort in it but well, like how people said, it's his business after all so he's more worried.

Sometimes I wish that I could be a normal person having a normal job like everyone else, goes to work and knock off from work like everyone else. I wish I can, I really want to...But on the contradictory I want to be different. If I don't work hard for my future now, the rest of the days in my life will be the same...Even if it doesn't pay off, at least I knew I tried. I hope he won't disappoint me.

2 more weeks to go and Bangkok here I come! Gonna work hard and play hard!

Had dinner with Jeffery, Jason and Nicky at Hereens, Sakae Sushi last Sunday. It was scary! There's at least 50 plates if I'm not wrong... Afterwhich, I went over to Cheryl's house to get back my thumbdrive as I needed it for work the next day. She just came out, passed the things to me and went back in. Nothing more than a "bye"... so much for the 8 months we had....

Well today, I was just talking to one of my friend that's telling me what he saw at PLAY on Halloween night. I'm glad that I let her go...if not it would a fucking disgrace if my cliques saw what happened. If she don't cherish herself there's nothing I can do. Oh wait, she's like that when we were together? Hmm...bah whatever! I'm happy with my life now... =\

Met up with Joeanne just now to have lunch at Jurong Point. Had Crystal Jade and shopped for my dad's birthday pressie. Got him a polo tee from Crocodile which costed $90 bucks before 20% discount! Holy...I didn't know Crocodile was that expensive at all! Hah...

Anyone have Hellgate London? I just got mine! Time to own somebody! :)

This is the song that makes me wet every time when I hear gals singing it at Ktv pub during my drinking sessions! Not all gals can sing it nicely though, I rather like the way how JiaJia sings. I kinda get emo easily somehow after listening to this song...

七情六慾 - 李翊君
曲︰陳國華
詞︰許常德

醉了吧　反正清醒更斷腸
無力去原諒　你背叛
算了吧　反正有你更孤單
你不會知道遺忘有多難

＊給你的心不要你還　痛不要你償
陪你走過一段　七情六慾全都品嚐
愛你的苦不要你扛　淚不要你擋
七情六慾打翻　笑著哭　哭著笑
去想你的模樣

走了嗎　走到那裡都一樣
你不肯搬出　我心上
斷了嗎　斷了見面想不斷
為何我總是為難我的慌

Thursday, 08/11/07

It's Deepavali A god damn public holiday and still, I gotta work! I got a phone call from Qiuying awhile after I reached the office. She was feeling sad as her boss gave her pressure, wanting her to get name cards, drinks menu, lunch/dinner menu and UV stamps by Friday for their grand opening. I thought as a friend I ought to offer my help so I accepted the request....

Due to their artwork, the printing needs to be in silver colour on black background which printers can't print gold or silver out. Can't send for hot stamping which needs at least 3 days to be done so the only way out was to use silkscreen printing. Then another problem came... where to get papers? All suppliers are closed on public holidays so our alternative was to try Popular. We went to a total of 4 Popular stores to get the papers cos each outlet doesn't have alot of stocks for them...

When we got the papers, we were quite relieved but unluckily...our van broke down cos the battery low power. We have to push start man! So freaking tired after numbers of tries to and forth the road. Spent the whole night till day breaks which is 8am then I took a cab home to take a nap. I couldn't take it anymore, I'm just too tired to continue even though it's not done yet. Got back to the office around 4pm to carry on. When the things are done, I need to send it to her but yet again, the van couldn't start up...push start again!

Friday, 09/11/07

Went Mustafa with Jeffery and Joeanne cos we don't know where to go after eating at Geylang. We had frog leg porridge at G7. The standard dropped alot. I recalled eating like at least 3 times every week with ma homies in the past. Doubt I will eat it anytime soon again with this kind of disappointment. Bought a few things for office and by the time we walked finished it's already 3am! Went home after that....

Saturday, 10/11/07

Yes...still gotta go work...zzz
The freaking van can't start again. I'm all alone this time without my collegues...therefore can't push start so I had to call in a mechanic. Zzz
Reached office around 3pm, did some packing up and had a meeting till 9pm...

Had a bad day today...

I got my haircut today and it's very disappointing. It was a little way too short! Moreover, clients gave me a tough time during meetings and I got a fucking fine again for parking at loading and unloading bay! Damn suay lah!

$50 of damage done to my piggy bank again...

I'm in a foul mood after seeing her new blog. What I had seen on the blog very much proves what I had said to her back during the days where we were still together... which she keeps denying all the time. Well, I rather get hurt now than to be so miserable and devastated when the time comes. Although I still miss her every now and then, things are not going to change. I'm learning to let go...really...

Don't tell me that he's just a gay. Don't tell me he's just your best friend...

Been busy lately therefore can hardly find any time to blog. I'm really shagged. Fatigue has really wear me off entirely. Work till at least 2am in the morning... 4am for the night before and by the time i reached home, it's already around 5am. I stay damn fugging far lah! ;(

I got into a car collision yesterday! I'm still in one piece though ;P Actually, it's nothing much of a problem on my side. The one at the back was the worst. It's a 3 car collision where mine was the first one, the company van, followed by a lorry at my back then a car. I was slowly reducing my speed as it's nearing the traffic light and I'm damn sure that the lorry driver behind me was talking to his friend and never see me brake! How I know right? I always check my rear mirror when I'm coming to a stop, kinda like a habit. Ok so back to the main topic! When he saw me stopped, he quickly did an emergency brake and then followed by a "BANG" which comes from the car behind the lorry...

When the car hit the lorry, the lorry moved infront and bumped into me. Lorry had it's front headline burst due to bumping into the back of my bumper, back number plate dropped and 2 spare tires caught underneath the car. I pitty the car though...engine totally crushed!

Anyhow, I'm glad that I'm safe and sound! What's more important is... PRAY THAT I KANA 4D TOMORROW! WOOOO~ =x

Headed to Zouk after work again last night. Got to know Venus and Klara girlfriends there. They are pretty cute :) Well, the sad thingy is I've been bumping into 1988 girls lately. The phobia...God, please tell me I'm not destined to die in the hands of 1988?! loL~

Went town with them in the evening to have dinner at Cineleisure HK cafe. Tried hard not to be boring but it's really hard not to be! Sucks to be me...

They came over to my place and chilled, with Baileys to go along cos we can't think of any place to chill. :) Ting Ting drank abit only and rashes were seen almost on her whole body lol... Need to drink more to get immune? :P

Sent them home pretty soon as they need to work the next day.

My boss called me up in the morning. Asking about the production which had been giving me stress lately. My client takes too long to confirmed the details even up till now and the opening of his restaurant is on November 9th... Ahhhh! So stressed...

My day started crappy. I intended to withdraw money from the OCBC atm at Lakeside mrt to pay my boss the 50 bucks fine which I had gotten few days ago for parking the company's van at a season parking lot but the fucking dumb fuck atm machine ate up my card... I stood aside and started calling the hotline and advice the rest of the people that is in the queue not to waste their time on the dumb machine. As soon as I reached the platform, looking down at the atm machine, I saw alot of people being frustrated. I feel for them...loL~

Had a long meeting at work today... afterwhich, met up with Joeanne at Cineleisure for a show. Show was not bad but I prefer action shows or something more thrilling. Joeanne was like almost falling asleep loh! Went home straight away cos we were pretty tired and I gotta work in a few hours later.

Well, gotta head to bed soon. Meeting few clients later. DAMN! I wanna earn big bucks! :(

I'm feeling terrible now. Having a hangover...
Was drinking with friends at ktv pub and I got drunk when we were about to go home.

Crushed my visa mini, threw my friend off the chair and kept saying I wanted to find my ex...

I can't imagine that I did those things...I'm a emo kid and a crybaby when I'm drunk lol...

I'm very confused now. Thinking of whether to accept what she is and the people around her. If I can't accept it, everything would be the same even we're back together. Kind of a psychological barrier in me which revolves around us.

We had dinner earlier on at PS, Ichiban Sushi after she finished school. Went to shop around and bought 3 shirts for work. She teared when I was about to leave her house...

I felt like crying too when I turned by back ... I need some time to think thoroughly...

I felt quite sad when I saw her friendster with lots of pictures and with her profile changed. The people beside her wasn't me...
I felt devastated... but I think I should move on and I'm trying to...even I love her that much, I knew we weren't the right one for each other and this is the best for both of us.
I know time will do that favor for me.

My fever had subsided but I'm still having my flu and cold...
Sigh, gotta drag my sorry arse to work!

I just got home...
From work! Not anywhere. Not drinking sessions or clubbing...
Was rushing production the whole Sunday till now cos our workers went back Malaysia to celebrate Hari Raya. Oooommmmyyygggoooddddd....
I'm totally shagged and the fatigue just keeps on piling up every single day! Not forgetting to mention that I'm running a serious flu and cold with a freaking fever...HELP!
I need to release myself from work one day...How about a trip to Bangkok during the December or during the coming Chinese New Year? Or maybe to somewhere else? Anyone interested? :P

I whined about my work again but this time to the wrong person...I've said it to my boss. Damn! That's the wrong thing to do man...Guess my days won't be long lol! Oh well, I have plans on investing my future with him cos there's no other choice...I'm poor! So it's better to let him know what I felt. If things can't work it out...then...we'll work it out! I hope...HAH!

Alright! New day tomorrow! Time to work for my future! Work work!

Went Zouk last night and got myself pretty drunk haha. If memory serves me right, I recalled talking nonstop at the coffee shop and poor Jeffery, Jason and Zhaoru have to withstand my whining for an hour...loL~ Sorry my bad =x

I'm whining about things that have happened around me recently. Be it work or relationships, it's not going smoothly and I kept screwing things up! I got home and started thinking what should I do to have a better life in the future.

Tears started flowing unknowingly when my mind is deep in thought...

I haven't been updating this for MONTHS? YEARS?
Well, I'm here. ;)
I'm gonna be spending more time on blogging again due to too much free time. Yes, don't doubt it, I'm back to single hood once again...

I have came to realise that my relationships can't work well with people born in the year of dragon and in the year 1988. Am I being superstitious? Or maybe it's just that we have different characters and personality? However, it's still quite a memorable 8 months together though the last month is a bit tough where we shared our last memories quarreling together.

We don't very much agree with each other on lots of things therefore it's better to part since it can't be solved or rather, deep scars...

Anyway, things had already happened and they are not gonna be the same again. Not gonna go in depth to what had happened as to show respect to the decision being made by both of us.

The last memories...